Can't be captured, Can only be written

Place: Balcony
Time: No watch


Standing 6 feet 3 inches tall, smoking Navy cut, feeling cold and incomplete, faking to myself that I am sad, I lifted my head and started staring at the view which is COLDBLOODED [sorry if you were expecting it to be beautiful or awesome]. I rushed back to my room to get camera, but came back with book and pencil after some artistic intervention.


"Everything cannot be captured, but can be written."


View resembled a violent evening, Haven't seen sun all day and the day is about to end. Looks like Sun is in battle with clouds, and clouds are kicking shit out of sun and finally some blood, and the result is this view with shades of Sun's blood and drizzling making it more blur giving a color of "Orange juice mixed with 90ml of Vodka."


Zooming out from the color, leafless winter trees appear as if painting is done by some 2nd class kid on pale Orange background. Zooming out further I see a big flat stone which is as big as a bed room with height not more than a feet covered with empty Beer, whiskey, vodka bottles.


Zooming out further I see the burning paper helping tobacco in it to burn, and then I take my last puff.


By the time I reached this ending on paper, drizzling became big and washed away the pale orange colored blood of earth.


Good Evening DARKNESS.

Now Showing What I saw..!

Light is visible only in darkness. In one such dark places a beam of colourful light rays defined my life. It was ‘cinema’ which endued an attitude to my life. The feeling you experience when you really learn something is unique and it’s something you can never forget.

Many aspects influenced my life and lifestyle but Cinema structured me, made me think, made me understand, and taught me how to learn, how to teach and how to preach..! That is how I began my journey in my teenage in ‘Pursuit of Knowledge & Experience’ because I believe, it is the greatest ambition a person can ever have, thus whatever I do in my life like B tech, Rural development, Law, Film making are pillars that builds ME.

I say one should research, about oneself and world. I always wanted to know about me and what is out there. Now, I am here still in that pursuit, because this is what I want. I don’t have target to achieve and so I never wanted to end this pursuit.

I like this process, I like this journey and so I do have milestones and I am in process to create one. This post is one of them and its my lens, look through my lens.

Old Wine

After all the myths about wine which later confirmed as facts, declared that Wine gets better and better as it gets older and older. Purchase Keep this tasty beverage[wine] in cup board for an year or more and get back to it to taste it. You will be flooded with enrichment in it. I tasted that affluence yesterday, I tasted that good old wine without actually drinking the literal wine.

The Old wine I was referring was "Sandeep" aka Sandy aka Mr.Asshole-acquainted-intriguing-information-about-Hollywood. The last alias suits him perfectly. That essence was not a surprise to me, but as I was saying "Wine got better."

We meet people, we live with some, we enjoying being with some, we even try to escape from some, But this guy is among few with whom I would try to find a reason or topic for conversation to dwell on with. In a word "Irresistible." 

The place I met him, items we had were no different from past nor new to me..! Its just that "Beer is best served Chilled". After all Lemon tea, fag n Movies & on top of it Steven Soderbergh. It was like dream come true.

I already felt the waves of addiction towards the new character he introduced to me.

The "Hitchcock".

ﮌ ą ﭑ

Invention Vs Discovery

"I wrote a book "1000 chicken recipes", readers loved the taste of recipes, Now who is groovy..? Me or recipes..?" 
                                               - An Anonymous in me.

I am not in a place I wished to be, in fact no one can ever be in a place they desire. They will only be destined, via Circumstances and series of Situations (C&S) they face. But one always have a choice to select those circumstances and situation he/she like to be in. Ironically, the prudence essential to make choices was also acquired from previous C&S.
    
          Fending loosing track from main topic that is Who is groovy..? Invention or discovery..??. Initially I was totally fascinated by Inventions alone. In fact I felt Discovery doesn't need any perseverance or an effort. 

But you know "we acquire wisdom about something only when you ignore it, and its reverse in case of Knowledge"

The wisdom of that kind recently started in me and now itsasking questions about Discovery and Inventions, in response my conscience replied 
" Quality of the subject, depends on person who teaches you and how..!!" 
            
           Yeah..!! any theory or knowledge can always be illustrated in a better way than its existing best way. So invention is just a start despite it's vitality, it is just an inception. For its further excellence someone has to propagate it,  present its attributes, publish its phenomenons, Personify its essence. Which takes place in a very thin medium between invention and you being able to discover that invention, and I name that medium as a NEEDLE, Which is thin but sharp, above all its essential to combine the threads called 
invention & discovery.

In course of retrospection I discovered that i was pierced by quite a few number of needles in my life.

1. Dad :

That's how I call him, It was year 2000 in which 199 min movie created deep cerebral impact on me, I was just 6th class, a respectably average student with notably cute appearance and who listens to his parents 
(nothing wrong in it). 

Speaking about my Dad, he educated and still educating me in fields with blatant diversity, in that style on a summer night of 2000 he took the family to a movie. I was obliged to realize the fact that a night, out of 25000 nights(hopefully you would live) could create an impact on the rest of all nights you spend in your life. My Dad created that night for me and I would say "my Dad is a genius", provided a modest way to say about him
[Detailed explanation in coming post : I am just a sperm of my father]

After all this, I know what you are waiting for..! 
Yah the Movie's name right.??

Its "Hey Ram", written, & Directed by kamal Haasan who also played the role of archeologist who eventually gets influenced by various forces, and tries to kill Gandhi.
To experience the extra ordinary take on most controversial historic incident.. watch the movie...!


Of course I totally admire Kamal and his sheer brilliance, but who gave me that oppurtunity.? Its my Dad who not only created an situation of 'me watching that me' but also discussed about it radiating his deep insights and amazing interpretations of facts.



[ More needles coming soon ....]