I forced myself to do this... Cant help it..! yeah i cant help me being here just about to fill this post with a poem.
My poem is :
In search of a search
I would never fetch,
I am in well of hell
dwelling like a shell ,
I am a Knight
but not tonight,
I am in a journey
alone without any,
In search of a search
I wasn't here
thats why i am here,
Me and my horse
are now about to remorse,
In search of a search
Today I am here living
tomorrow I may be leaving
where am I heading,
In search of a search
Its now in the morning
My back is already burning
so, its towards west I am running,
In search of a search
The road is long
Its million times a furlong,
I only wasn't wrong
I also am wrong
there is no one with me to come along,
In search of a search,
A never ending Research
P.S : A poem alone doesnt sound good for me to complete a post..! so just enjoy the poster
Student : Shit...! I flunked my exam :((..! I wont get job..! I m a looser i wont be helpful to my Parents...!
I am a "FAILURE....!"
-The end-
If you are the above character or belong to those types.. may be not exaclty..! But If you had ever felt sorry about losing just one thing in your life and named it a "FAILURE" then this is for you ramblers..!
Let me tell you What is a Failure....!!
-> Just like every 3 kilos flesh with grams of Not-Yet-Started-Working Brain you were pulled out of something, into this world....! Its the first "stepping stone of your success.." I mean its your first Failure...! Yah getting into or entering something without your knowledge & will or interest is utterly a Failure.
-> Seeing things for 3 years as a child and not remembering a bit of them is a failure.
wait a minute....! may be not so big failure... If no hot girl/boy had kissed you..!! wen u were child.
-> In your 5th class (speaking in terms of before 2000 situation) If you dint had a crush or any knowledge about love.. sorry friend you were a Failure.
-> You have repeated any class of your school..?? being left behind by all your friends and network...? you did it again "Failure"
->Okay the real failure comes now i.e after your 10th class.. I m sure 99% were failures in this..! "You studied Bi.P.C or M.P.C just because your parents wanted to..! dint you...??" You people know this better as u did intermediate in those Narachaitanyas...!
->Okay i will excuse you for all the above failures if u haven't joined Engineering...!But you must have sure did...!
*i m using bold letters only for word Failure *
Skipping the Best or real engineering part
Reference :http://midsmind.blogspot.com/2009/10/real-engineering.html
=>Here comes Real Failures you should really regret about..!
->Your age is 22 and you are still Virgin..!!? My dear friend this is the biggest failure any human can ever be...! trust me you cant have a worse failure than this..! reading this, you still may not give a big thought about it..! but if u think u r different n if u love to act different too..! then you must not have Failed in this. Sorry if u r one...! n if u r jealous of me...!!
->At the age of 25.. you want to go for a movie in Imax and if you aren't going by CAR.. yeah the "F" word again Failure.
->By 27 you married..!? Ok then asshole you are a Fucking Fairly a Failure
->Age 30..? Still with the same person whom you married..!?
Ha ha you always failing Moron, enjoy the Failure.
->30-40...? Earning money but in the job u dont like...!? I really got a word for you..! the same old word... Failure.
-> You just celebrated your 40th birthday..? And you are still in hunt of money with all those business or job tensions.....!!??
Was it already 3 days you slept with a hot chick..?
Was it already 2 days since you had a party..?
Was it already 24 hours you watched a nice movie..?
Was it already 12 hrs you had beer..!?
Was it already 6 hours you had yummy food..?
Was it already 3 hours you smoked a cigarette ...!??
Why do you live
Mr/Ms.
Soon-to-be-living-your-short-ass-life-in-agonizing-pain.??
You are a Failure.. and I can give a warranty for next 20 years on a product like you... which will be the same, always failing shit..!
So Just Fail to Fail My dear..!!
P.S:
I just failed in writing this post in the way i wanted it to be. ;)
Once upon a time when my wisdom communicated with my brain, it said
" Earn money ; Eat food ; Have sex " . Since then i always encouraged that communication. It was exactly one and half year ago, my life had some crucial things in fact lustful things coming in.
Most crucial thing was CAT..! yeah i m speaking about studies, education etcetera..!! Sorry folks.
But this CAT had an deep buried enthusiasm behind it, thats called
"Thirst for Lively & luxurious Life".
Life is all about Money is the inevitable fact.
I heard many preachers and babas or teachers saying
"Its not money you earn in your life but its people..!"
Dont give me that bullshit. Of course i agree with the fact that people are very important in one's life but its MONEY in the first place. I believe i can manage earning both of them as there is no lack of people in our country.
So this million dollar realization made me be practical and accurate about earning money hence i found CAT as my cup of tea or bottle of beer or whatever.
I was ambitious and very very aspirational. I was 100 % confident then and at the same time I was having fun, enjoying my emotional status, relishing the friendships, loves, relations, reminiscence what not. In spite of all these i was focused towards CAT. But in last one month i am deprived and became weak and feeble seeing the exam date getting closer and I almost lost hope. I left cat to garbage guys a week ago.
But.... there is a But...!
Realizations or inspirations or motivations doesn't intimate their arrival. they just came straight away into me couple of days back. Astonishingly there is no reason for it. Of course i am happy for their Come back which makes me
"Come Back".
Now
I remember the CAT aspirant Jaya Simha, IIM-A dreamer Jaya SImha, "Thirst for Lively&luxurious Life" Jaya Simha, Finally I remember me.
My present CAT-erpillar stage will soon undergo successful metamorphosis and will become a beautiful Butterfly flying with its wings of freedom and happiness.
And this post is cater-PILLAR.
